Not even sure what to say


I just got word thirty minutes ago that my high school boyfriend died unexpectedly on Saturday.
I’m still trying to process the information. It’s sort of sunk in but sort of not.
We did not spend any time together after we broke up but our paths did cross on occasion. He was still friends with a good friend of mine so I would ask after him and she’d give me updates. He was living in Vegas at the time I got married and came to the wedding.
The truth is, he was my first love, and I always would’ve gotten back together with him, right up till the time I met Robert and my life went in a new direction.
I’m devastated right now but what I feel doesn’t even begin to measure up to what his family must be feeling. He left behind a little girl who is, I believe, around 3 years old.
If you are the praying type, please keep the family of Steve Miller in your prayers. Rest in peace, Steve. You were a wonderful person.


About msmaryb

I'm a native Californian who lives in Oklahoma. I'm a full-time student, pursuing a Bachelors in Anthropology, following which I hope to attain a Masters in Archaeology. I have three kids, one husband, no pets, and a lot of friends - most of whom live inside my computer. I love to read, write, watch tv (shut up, we can't all be brain surgeons), shop, and travel. I'm trying to set foot in all 50 states before I die. I have 38, so far. I love the Beatles and Maroon 5, and if you think those two things are incongruous, well, they are. But that's me. When I love something, I love it 100%. I don't do anything halfway. I want to know everything there is to know, so I'm trying to cram as much into my brain as I can in the short amount of time I'm allotted in this dimension.

3 responses

  1. Mary, I’m so sorry. I wish I had some great words of wisdom or comfort. I will pray for his family and for you. Hang in there.

  2. Me, too. Steve is already missed and I shouldn’t have even talked to him for another couple of weeks!